victim of circumstance:

i'm tired of being a victim of circumstance.the innate ability to lead is calling out.i need to be FREE .to do wat I WANT to do and wat I LIKE. many times, i plan,but things dont go according. ppl say this is "normal". but to me. its no longer normal. i am yielding to the idea of love.. sacrificial love, but sometimes i am human too, not so great a person.. i often minister to God's ppl, by pouring out all that i can, serving them w the strength of God and love of God. but sometimes i need the in filling so tt i can pour out even more. a feel tt i'm a victim of circumstance. often i find myself in a position of NO CHOICE, or even NO WILL. i keep gg with the flow. when will ppl go with my flow?

its really tiring trying to please ppl at the expense of myself. now is the time! that after God, i need someone who listens and share my joy and burden.i'm in search, but when will he be realised. by God's grace and God's timing, He will be just to provide, someone who can share my past, present n future w me. really hope tt this isnt a rash feeling tt i'm feeling at this juncture in my life. may the spirit fill me and lead me.

|1:30 AM|

val.
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